Birthday sucks

My 19th birthday was sucks a lot. I spent the whole day in bed. And the only meal i had was maggi sedap for breakfast and nasi goreng kampung for dinner. I dont expect to have fancy celebration or whatever...but..naah nevermind...at at night time i had major breakdown :( i felt so lonely. But luckily i have adib to calm me down. Idk how my life would be if i ever lose him :'(