Aku tak boleh tipu yang aku rindu dulu. Aku rindu semua.
By everything i mean, The freedom, working, having fun & meeting sayang every once in a month (( although i want it to be like everyday in a month but it was quite impossible back then ))
i miss home i miss sayang's comfort i miss my friends i miss everything.
Aku tahu dalam hidup ni banyak kita kena ubah untuk bagi ruang benda yang lebih baik jadi tapi kenapa aku susah nak adapt.
Long story short, things changed whether i like it or not i have to accept the fact.
I miss sayang quite terribly. Maybe because back then i know i can meet him like every month but now i cant. Takpalah, apalah hidup tanpa sedikit pengorbanan kan?
I miss you a little bit too much when you showed me the polaroid pictures that you put on top of your bunk. No one had ever did that in my entire life. Oh tell me how can I not love you? Truth be told, you're the very best i ever had & i can't imagine if i lose you. Like sumpah i can't.
I really hope you're doing fine there, i am fine. I really am. As long as we're together nothing else will break my spirit. And if Allah wills, may both of us passed this phase in our life. And like you said, "takpalah even kita jauh nanti kita still boleh graduate sama-sama" Amin Ya Rabb.
Sayang, thanks for those skype calls, the viber calls & every efforts you did to keep in touch with me. I appreciated every single thing, I swear.
and when i cant sleep i think about you like most of the time. I miss you sayang, i miss you so much.
Stay close, please dont leave & I promise you I will do the same.
Love always, your syakira.
