ive been wondering whats my purpose of existence for the past 17 years. I have never achieved anything. I flunked my spm papers. I cant get to apply any scholarships at all. I disappoint my parents. I ruin their dreams & hopes. What have i become?
They struggled to raise me & what did i give in return? Nothing.
I dont know if i ever will suceed in future. This is not ranting, this is the truth.
Ya Allah grant them your highest level of heavens.
