if stopped blogging for a long time and im so busy with tumblr nowadays. But now troubles seems to be chasing me everyday and i have to let it out somehow and i guess by blogging my problem is one way to calmed me down or express my feelings.
i've started to love someone. he's nice and gladly i'd call him my boyfriend. we're still new and there's a lot of bad things that have been going on. its not between us. we're okay, its just most of the people out there, they don't seems to be so easy watching us together. for once i'd like to be happy. sigh
somehow i've think all of this is just wrong and i should end this.
